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2021 No internet challenge
I have returned... To the True Mountains. I have reached this conclusion and mindset after weeks of thinking about it. Weeks of standing there in that grocery store wondering when the cycle of bad weeks would end. The false hope id give myself every sunday when i left work thinking "I think i will stop wasting my time and be productive again" only to step into my room and immediately lose to my cozy way of life. I will climb these 12 months and achieve what i couldn't achieve in 2019. I'm not afraid of failing again, I spent the last 16 months in a constant Ebb and flow of who i am. Among the despair I have found faith, A belief system that I will rise once again. I just know I will make it this time. So much has changed about me in two years, I will push it to the limit and claim what is mine. I will see you all in 2022.
What happened after the No internet challenge.
haha i almost died you bastard! Last time i wrote a long journal looking back at the failure as crawled into a deep state of slumber, away from my dreams. This time is going to be the opposite, rather than looking back on how successful i was and how much of a failure i am now, I'm looking back on how much i failed and how successful I am today and will be going forward. I know nobody really reads these but as i read through my old journals, I felt kind of like adding on to the journey. So the time is August 11th 2019, I just had one of the best days of the 2010s (life would be a stretch) I got to go to a social gathering with some cool people, One of which inspired me greatly. Shiiiit i was all cool with my 7 1/2 months of no internet and my progress on my manga and how i was all "idk i got stuff to do". She was honored i'd take time out of my schedule to go eat a late night snack with friends. It was a bitter sweet moment, Like all my hardwork up until that day was paying off
FAILURE
Guess It's time to admit the failure so i can move on and try again.
On August 14th 2019, I failed the No internet for 1 year challenge.
Guess my Ted Talks is getting canceled =(
226 days and i ended up making a critical mistake.
There is this really stupid mobile game that i got addicted to called Tap titans 2. Seriously Fuck that game.
My mistake was not uninstalling it even though i can't progress in it without internet connection. I got so bored and burnt out in August that i played TT2 offline just for 30 minutes to get a taste of that game. It was at this moment i created a Crack in everything. I awakened the part of my brain that
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Looks like I'm a little late to read this, but how's it going? How many hands you got left?